REVERIES OF A LONESOME DOVE

regurgitating through 2024
2024-03-15 05:14:31 UTC
lately i’ve been trusting with limited bandwidth and i suppose i’ve also been wishing there was a song that existed and sang itself into thin air for every season…a sweet tune manual whispering to me all the ways we can turn it around. but the wish is my life i…

it’s happening, it happened
2023-05-03 18:45:58 UTC
perfect and madness really are the only words that come to mind when i attempt to articulate this love. i guess another word is overwhelmed. even now, i am pulling dust and little pieces of nothings from the floor out of your mouth. i am kissing your wet eyelashes and…

INTRAVENOUS
2022-04-14 11:53:42 UTC
i’ve been drawing the letter ‘B’ all this time, in so many shapes and colors. working on a new drawing series called intravenous where i explore the relationship of tubes and cylindrical like creatures going inside + through other shapes. the way we simultaneously grow when there is someone or…

BACKDATED//WRITINGS THOUGHTS FEELINGS FROM 2021
2022-03-25 19:23:10 UTC
DESTRUCTION STUDY_4 [voyeur] critters and someone: something’s watching you and something is watching you every left and right turn every photograph every moment every phone call every post and google search and every swipe every tv every microphone every camera x2 every window without blinds every window with blinds we’ll…

SOMETIMES THERE IS NO EXPLANATION
2022-03-18 19:18:28 UTC
mind map inspired by a month and almost half in texas [pavement, construction cones, loopholes, the colors of my mother, shade of the sky around 7’oclock], stepping stone flowers with missing petals, the sound of anything moving, patterns inspired by recent daily distractions: television, bed sheets + bath water, blades…

THERE IS A WORD FOR THIS FEELING
2022-03-10 00:01:10 UTC
…i just don’t know what it is. yet. these last two weeks have literallllly dragged on, i’ve grown quite impatient even with constantly reminding myself that these next 50 or so days are my last ones to be like this. busting wide open with unfulfilled time. i can’t stop feeling…

IT’S ONLY BEEN A WEEK
2022-02-17 16:12:02 UTC
I CANNOT BELIEVE that it has only been a week since i left the southeast. officially! yay! now, in the southwest where i will be for a little bit it some way, some how, feels slow. slower than savannah. slower in a good way though? i feel like these last…

THE NEWEST BEGINNING
2022-01-23 14:56:53 UTC
–thoughts from the younger days of december. i keep delaying this entry in hopes that i will find a better way to articulate these feelings, but nothing else comes to mind when i have the chance. this is just what it is and how it feels some days, other days…

DESTRUCTION STUDIES_2021
2021-12-02 17:44:58 UTC
it’s december, the second day. i doodled these on my TEA notepad at the beginning of the year when i was struggling to find the words to describe how self-destructive i’ve felt during this global pandemic thing. all of the frightening choices i’ve made since the beginning of this, all…

321selfdestruct
2021-07-01 14:23:33 UTC
a first of many love letters during the pandemic… cheers xk these past few years (you heard it here first: exclusively 2020) i’ve really centered my deepest and darkest thoughts on myself. i can’t remember when i became aware of the moment i started feeling this way, but it was…

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